i've been taking 6 meals per day for this week. how amazing huh? (:
breakfast, brunch, lunch, teatime, dinner, supper.
it's the only thing i would do when i had to stay up to finish up my homework in the afternoon and the few hours of midnight.

& the world seems to be upside down every moment.
like how one soul is living two different life.
one person living in split personality
and when you think back of what you did,
you actually aren't sure what you have done,
and when you're doing something,
you knew, that wasn't you,
but things have somehow found it's way
and appeared so naturally,
at times, you felt really sorry because thing weren't meant to be so.

everything went out of control,
even at times, i live like a weirdo
who don't even know who i am.

sometimes so bimbotic,
sometimes so rude,
sometimes so childish,
sometimes so nice&sweet,
sometimes like a meanie,
sometimes when you love to lend a hand to people
and at times being someone who just tried to ignore everyone
and live in a dark quiet world.

how you always try to fit in,
but ended up changing things worse than before.

it's pretty much scary in a way,
when you realised, you are not living a life of yours.


i can't wait for the holidays to come,
where you can leave for other places,
sit back on the aeroplane
give out a big sigh,
and enjoy the beautiful scenery,

i remember how i startled when i first saw sunset on the aeroplane;
and it's undescribeable..